when i was doing my project on social networking sites last trimester, i came across this term called 'posting paradox'. it means that even if users of SNSs know that what they post slash upload can be used against them, they still post stuffs that give green lights to confrontations. well, it is indeed SO very..very..true.

throughout the course of my whole stay so far, here at home, i sometimes really wish that my blog stays anonymous. been questioning my decision; is all my meagre attempt to disclose this blog rather.. wrong? oh GOD. i mean, it's obvious i can't trash in twitter, right? it's wayyyyyyy too public. and while the 140 letters policy is conducive to a short sweet direct heart-felt *straight to the heart* message, i don't know. hmmm, aside from avoiding the paradox, i am a true supporter of peace after all ;)

gosh i am sooo unhappy now. though things have worked out for all the best with my fam. well except the part when mommy said 'sometimes it is better for you to not go home' (or sth like that i refuse to remember the exact wording or phrase). SHIET. now i'm speechless again......

ohh and my best friend is acting sorta not supportive. and nothing seems right with trying so hard to just hang out with my old pals. and my stay with that creep-if-a-cousin later in melb? GAH. FUCK UP LIFE. there's no one i can share this with, mom being way too practical, daddy well, busy, and my best girl somewhere out there in god-know-what. gimme a break :/ and die 'identity politics'! i wanna fucking shout what i think...and for life to SHUT up!